Deserve

So many things happened in my life im not proud of and some that are just amazingly great. Sometimes i feel as i dont deserve you but my body and heart yearns for you. Many times i plan to push you away but my heart grabs on tighter. It hurts everytime we fight yet i feel like it will sooner or later be that way. Every relationship goes through problems and ours is just the start. We might be alike and yet were so different. You deserve so much better but i cant let you go. You will always be a part of me. I love you.